i just finished crying... may nabasa kasi akong isang letter (blog posted by pao).. and it made me cry..
actually, we have the same feeling today... we are looking back on the day our bestfriend is still with us...
this is the 4th year that Mean won't be celebrating her birthday with us but with the people (or extraordinary people) up there (in heaven)..
but Pao is much lucky... she was with Mean on her last days... i was informed that she was hospitalized and that her condition was critical... although, i planned to come and visit her, it was just a plan and i never really visited her... that's a great lost for me.. i never had a time with Mean for almost a year before she passed away... i last saw her when i handed her my invitation for my 18th birthday, but she didn't come..
and suddenly one night, when i was going to watch Regine V.'s concert, a friend told me that Mean just passed away...
when i visited her, pao gave me a letter.. Mean wrote that letter, i think, a year or months ago... i was reading it infront of her, and cried very hard.. that i can't breath, and i can't see clearly... all i can remember is that Mean is telling me that we have so many dreams to fulfill and she's sorry that she didn't pursue our dream - to be a teacher - together...
hay... today is Mean's 23rd birthday.. she might be celebrating it with God, with her angel friends, with foods and entertainment...
hayy.. just missing you Mean.. i love you!
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