93 Days Before My Second Debut: Family Affair

January 8

I was surprised when my brother called me and asked me about the problem in our family. I was shocked because I don't know the problem. So he asked me to know the problem. I called my mom and she told me that there is tension between our boarder and my cousin. Again, I felt the heaviness in my heart. I really feel bad whenever I have a dilemma and it concerns my family. I told the story to my brother while I’m crying.

I am so weak, and hate it.

--Our greatest strength is often shown in our ability to stand still and trust God.

94 Days Before My Second Debut: Reconciliation and Dayo

January 7

Good news! My cousin texted me and told me that he already talked to his brother with whom he had a fight last year. He said that it’s a brand new year and they should reconcile for their family’s sake. He also told me that he was influenced by the people around him, people who are God-fearing and kind-hearted. Two thumbs up!

I got to watch Dayo, a digital animated film about the adventure of a young-boy with his manananggal friend. I love this movie because aside from the fact that it’s a feel good movie and it has lessons for young people, I was with my girlfriends when I watched it.

new year charm

Somebody confessed that he's in love with me last January 2.
(i will not comment, he's one of my frequent readers)

Last year, i had a boyfriend on new year's day.

(which lasted for 19 days only)

Last 2002, i broke up with my boyfriend on new year's eve.

(after 7months and 2 weeks of relationship)

confusing.. what's with the new year?!

95 Days Before My Second Debut: No Focus

January 6

Second day at work and I still can’t find my focus.

96 Days Before My Second Debut: Back To Work

January 5

Back to work.

Well, at least I have a job. The salary makes me worthy because I get to pay the house rental, bills, etc.

My cousin saved money on transportation expenses on her way to her training center and agency because she rode our service bus.

At last, I was able to give my Christmas gifts to my officemates. I was too busy before Christmas that I failed to buy and wrap gifts for people close to my heart.

97 Days Before My Second Debut: KALIPI Will Change The World

January 4

KALIPI members went to our house to wrap gifts for street children.
Later in the afternoon, they went to Malolos plaza and distributed the gifts to less fortunate.

See what you can do to change the world.

98 Days Before My Second Debut: Gift Of An Angel

January 3

I had the longest sleep since the holidays started.

I'm not stable (baliw ba?!). I mean, I’m still thinking of the dilemma I have since the New Year started. But luckily, my little angel made me laugh. Thanks for the gift of an angel.

99 Days Before My Second Debut: Not Perfect But Loved

January 2

I broke somebody’s heart.

I had a fight with one of my trusted friends.

I had an argument with the person I love the most.

But I am very lucky, because they still love me despite of my mood swings. I am often misunderstood, but they always see the good side of me.

They see me with uncombed hair, dirty clothes, dark eye bags, etc, but it didn’t matter to them.

And one thing more, I have the very first active members of KALIPI-BSU who have such great ideas that can change the world.

100 Days Before My Second Debut: Blessed Nysa

January 1

I’ve been very blessed because it is very rare that our family celebrates New Year with all the members present.

I am fortunate that I have a good job that gives me a good pay to provide blessings for our New Year celebration.

I am happy I have friends who don’t forget me and join me on my trying times. They see me on my wildest. They understand when I’m afraid.

These are my strengths.

countdown to my second debut

I just realized that the start of this year is 100 days before my 25th birthday. So I thought of writing some things that will make my days from January 1 to April 10 invaluable and laudable.

As what I’ve said, the start of 2009 wasn’t good for me. I encountered heart-breaking problems that made me weak. But I will try to figure out the good side of my story (right ate daye?!).

I hope, you will all be part of the brighter side of my life. And don’t leave on my darker days.

Thanks!